twenty-ninth

hello world.
salutations :D
my god,
again, haven't updated in so long.
but, ppl also haven't been updating in a long time.
so, what has happened?

i think i''m in love.
with a girl.
who's 17 this year.
WTF?!?!
24-18= 6 years of age difference.
O__o

this CANNOT happen.
honestly.
i might as well fall in love in with a 4 year old kid.
i mean, the age difference,,
IS TOO BIG.

anyway,
funny story actually.
i made her a note to give during recess.
so, i asked one of her friends to pass it.
her table was actually quite close to mine.
so, i saw her reaction.

her friend gave it to her.
then she was like,
"oh, thanks"
then she put in under her plate.
what the hell?!?!?!
you don't even bother to read it?!?!?!
*sigh*

then, i asked her friend,
just to make sure what her reaction was.
and her friend said,
"i don't know. she just acted like it was nothing"
my GOD.
that just makes me want her more.
!)*_!*!*#*#()#

and,
it's her birthday today.
so, i plan on giving her a gift.
i wrapped it all up already :DD
and, made her a birthday note.
so, today,
instead of passing it to her friend,
i'm gonna give it MYSELF.
with jacob :PP

blargh, blargh.
i hope things turn out okay T___T
anwyay.
that's it i guess.

P/S: @aida: yes, yes. i know. i might be making the wrong decision. and yes, i know she's malay. i don't care :D

TTFN :)